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CCBabyDust
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Thanks Sheralee Smile
I really hope that I get pregnant soon too. DH and I did BD LOTS around the time I was ovulating this month... plus I used preseed. Fingers crossed for the best, but I am trying to prepare myself for a BFN.
Last month I really got my hopes up and was CRUSHED when I got the BFN... and I was a crying mess for two days.
DH and I were talking about it tonight, me dropping to part time at work to reduce some stress on my end.... so 2011 might end up being much different than I expected afterall.... we shall see....
Hope we both get a BFP really soon!! Big smile
(Side note, wonder if the other 'buddies' in this group will post?)

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Welcome to your newest buddy...... ChiefsWife619!

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Hello New buddy- ChiefsWife619- We're a pretty new group- so far only me and Sheralee have posted....
What is your TTC journey been so far? Are you ttc #1, #2 or??
Welcome to the group Smile

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James born @36weeks 11/2011
Lilypie Third Birthday tickers
Journey TTC#2
bfp 9/2012 - chemical
bfp 2/2013- m/c @6.5weeks
bfp 10/2013- baby bean is a GIRL!
Lilypie First Birthday tickers

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Hey guys!!
I'll tell you a little about myself. I'm 23, and DH is 33. We just got married in June of 2010, and we definitely wanted kids from the get-go, but since I'm a full-time college student with only a couple of semesters left we originally wanted to wait til closer to graduation to even think about trying. So, about 4 months before the wedding I went to the OBGYN and started on birth control. Wedding and honeymoon came and went, still on birth control. Then in Sept. 2010, I realized my AF hadn't come (which didn't really alarm me to the idea of being pregnant...since I'd been so busy and stressed w/ the wedding, school starting back, moving, and all that and I was still on Birth Control)...It wasn't until one evening that my DH came home and I was sitting up in the middle of the bed crying my eyes out (have no idea why, but I was) and he suggested that I MUST be pregnant because it wasn't like me to just sit and cry with no reason. So the next day we went and got few pregnancy tests, and sure enough it was BFP (took 6 tests to make sure I wasn't dreaming!). We were happy, excited, and eveything, and was already working on moving the older kids (my DH has 2 sons from previous marriage) into one room and getting one of theirs ready for the baby. Late Oct. 2010 I went for a checkup, I was 10 weeks along, and the dr. wanted to do a vaginal U/S. As soon as he inserted the wand, I knew something wasn't right, the baby had no heartbeat. From the measurments the dr. took, the baby passed away the week before. I was devastated, my DH was crushed, but we knew at least we'd been able to concieve. I had to have the D/C surgery, and the long month wait after that to even see if we wanted to try again. DH and I decided we wanted to go ahead and try again immediately, we'd gotten too excited with the idea (even though it was a surprise). So here we are in month 3 of TTC baby #1. I just joined this board looking for support from other women who might be in the same "boat" as me.
Just recently we found out that my DH medication he has to take, may be affecting his sperm, so his dr. is looking at finding something that he can still take, but won't damage his little guys. On top of that, we just ordered some pre-seed (a friend of mine suggested it), but it hasn't come in yet.
Reading some of these other women who hear their friends or just about anyone announcing their pregnancy makes them mad or jealous...I am definitely in the same boat there. My DH has an older step-daughter (from previous marriage) that is pregnant. What makes me so mad about it is that she announced it 2 days after we found out we'd lost ours. And (I know I shouldn't say this, but) I don't believe she needs or deserves that baby. She became pregnant by a married man, who she was trying to get to stay with her by getting pregnant. I know it's not the baby's fault or anything, but she really doesn't deserve the happiness I should be feeling. At Christmas, I kept feeling that I should be the one looking at cribs, strollers, and carseats for ME, not looking at them for HER. I know it's not right to think like that, but sometimes it just hurts too bad not too...

Well enough of my blabbing and venting...but now ya'll know a little about me... Smile Really looking forward to getting to know both of you and helping each other through this journey of TTC.

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Hugs ChiefsWife619!
Sorry about your loss... but like you said, it's good, and must be of some comfort that at least you know you can become pregnant. Hopefully it won't be long before it happens agian!
I know what you mean about the feelings of jealousy... I am soo there. I mentioned somewhere in a post one of my "friends" actually rubbed it in my face that she was pregnant and I was not. Puzzled Some friend, huh? Then she wonders why I don't want to talk to her anymore?!! Seriously?! I am totally frustrated... Every month I keep on hoping it will finally be my turn.... hope we all get our BFP's soon!! Smile

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James born @36weeks 11/2011
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bfp 9/2012 - chemical
bfp 2/2013- m/c @6.5weeks
bfp 10/2013- baby bean is a GIRL!
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That's the way my DH's step-daughter is...she likes to shove it in my face that she's pregnant and I'm not. Like it's not supposed to effect me any, but it does. And lately she's been trying to pull the "But I can't do that, I'm pregnant" card on anything. You see my DH is the Fire Chief of a volunteer fire department in our area, and she's on the department (she's been pulled off of fighting fires, but she still goes to meetings and such). And this last weekend they were raffling off something to raise money for the department, so basically he needed people to just sit and take money and give tickets, etc. She said she could only do about an hour, because otherwise she gets too tired...(she's about 16 weeks along BTW). When he called her out on that, she said "but you don't know understand what its like to be pregnant....it's just too much for me"...like I said, she would have been just sitting there! Anyways, enough of my rambling again...lol I just don't have many people around me here to talk to about stuff like that...

BTW...how do you get the ticker thing on the bottom of your posts??

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Ok, Nevermind on the last part of my last post...I figured it out!! LOL

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Welcome ChiefsWife619,Im so Sorry for your loss, its funny that though a tragic thing like losing a baby you can make some good friends and thats what we are here for so NEVER be sorry for venting , Just you want I can get a good vent going to lol Smile

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Hope your all having a good day , take care and talk again soon Smile

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dont worry aboutthat last post I was trying to put a diffrent ticker on lol it didnt work as you can see Smile

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