Went to see a fertility specialist on tuesday and I feel so much better.  If I don't get my bfp this month then I go in for day three hormone testing and then I will start clomid on day five.  I feel so relieved to have put it in someone elses hands so to speak and I feel like I can finally breathe again.  I hope I get my bfp this month but if not I feel confidant that I will get it soon.  Baby dust to everyone.