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CD 10

Leaving for the ski trip tomorrow. It's going to be pretty crazy, the snow just keeps falling. A big group of people, drinking, sauna-ing, and bodies being trashed by skiing.

I made 3 large lasagnes last night, it was impressive! I just hope they taste okay. I was very proud of myself; I haven't done that in a long time. I also have a bunch of friends due in the summer, so I am going to make a whole bunch of lasagnes and put them uncooked in the freezer for when they have their babies. I'll do a big soup too. If I can't have my own baby, then I'll mother the mothers.

I'm ready for spring and summer. I am tired of the cold and rain. I want to get on my bike and do some climbing and hiking. Our relationship is better in the summer. My SO has problems with me being lazy, and he is obsessed with fitness. He is not very attracted to me if I don't work out every day. I'm 130 lbs, 5'6", and most people think I'm fit. He wants me to look like the girl on the cover of a fitness mag. It's a sickness in our relationship. We've been to counselling. I was advised to leave if he didn't change. Well, he hasn't changed, and I'm still here, trying to have a baby. The universe is sending a message, I'm sure. I just don't want to listen.

4pm: I took an opk, even though it would be record early if I were to surge today! But, hey, I love peeing on sticks. It's totally negative, of course. Duh. I plan to pee on a stick tomorrow on the long drive to the cabin as well. Sigh, I just love seeing even the faintest of lines on a stick, just wish it were a blue stick, not a green stick. It's GOING to happen, it has to.

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Gosh, I can't imagine what my husband would think if he has a 5'6'' 130lb wife. He would probably jump for joy... I hope Spring comes fast so you two can enjoy this time together. Good luck, be safe and have lots of fun skiing!

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CD 11

I should really just get over the fact that we are not going to make a baby this month. What a waste of an egg.

My SO has not even spent one night here all week. It's a long story, but we don't actually live together. Usually he's here most of the time, but with all the family deaths, he's been at his place with his family. Haven't had sex in almost a month. Now, we are going to share a hotel room, then a cabin for the next week.

Wasted egg.

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What does SO stand for?

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Hi!

ski week was great, and I'm glad to be home; able to pee in a toilet indoors. Big smile

so, wasted egg. No sexy time at all. No privacy at all. I think my lh surge was on the 12th, but the line didn't get as dark, however, every other day, there was almost no other line at all Puzzled it was kind of tricky testing in an outhouse though...

If we conceive next month, the due date will be new years.

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I tried to change my ticker, I'm actually on day 2 of my cycle now.

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CD #5

It's been a rough past couple of months. Relationship stress, no baby making at all. I had a 30d cycle last month, and I hope it's the same this time around b/c my SO is away until CD 14, so we could miss the egg pretty easily if my cycle goes back to 27/28 days.

I'm trying to exercise more, so maybe that will keep my cycle a little longer.

So many new pregnancies announced at work, I feel like a failure, and left out. I still think it can happen for me though.

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CD 26

We didn't get to BD in time for the egg. I had an LH surge on the 8th (mother's day ~ thanks for that) and we didn't bd til the 10th. So now I'm getting a bit of spotting, before AF shows in full force.

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CD 1

Had a 27 day cycle this month, how about that.

I don't like how the ticker says day '0'; isn't it day '1' on the 1st day of your cycle?

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