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Oooh! FX for you and your heavy bbs! I hope that is a good sign for you. Try and stay positive. I will be sending positive energy your way, hoping that AF doesn't show her ugly face for ya!

I'm only on our 2nd month TTC #1. I'm 23, so I realize we have time, but we're both so ready... and our families are so ready! We are the last kids in our families to have babies, so the pressure is on!

I love following your journey... keep writing!

~Alex~

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9 DPO

No change with "the girls", they're still pretty pancake flat, and not sore Sad

Getting to the point of knowing soon. I keep looking at the 'positive pregnancy gallery' and see all those people with +'s at 9 DPO, but most are 11 or more, so I'm holding out.

I've decided to make an appt with a private fertility center, there is a 3 month wait. If we get pg between now and then, I'll cancel! My friend said that on her first appt, they did and ultrasound to see her egg reserve. I want that. The consult is free, and after that, well, I don't think we need IVF, but a little IUI, about $500, I can deal with.

My honey is on board with it too. He's not anxious like me, but he wants us to be happy, and he know's this is holding me back. Yesterday he even said, he'd be happy with just one child, and before he was adamantly opposed to the idea. I guess he realizes now, it's not as easy as he first thought to get one, like over a year ago when we first started trying...

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I'm just doing the sit and wait to see if the Queen of March is coming are to see if all of my TTC has payed off and i hoping it has .. Cool Cool

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10 DPO

Tested with a strip from this site, FMU, nada Sad

I'm not expecting it really, but hoping.

My boobs will be the indicator, I'm sure, and so far, nothing. Super flat and only a hint of nipple awareness. I wish I had written down what I felt like at this point before! Doh! I don't remember. I think that at 11DPO when I got a +, I did have full breasts, not so sore, but then they got sore every day after that exponentially. It's the primary symptom for most people, so I rely on that symptom for any hope.

I know it's beyond my control. 5 more days until I get AF. At least my body is regular, and my cycles are 28-30 days. I feel so bad for those that have long cycles. The waiting is torture!

Mantra: I will have a child, I have a few years, 36 more tries or so!!! We got pregnant before. We will go to a reproductive specialist, they will help get those spermies up there if we can't! Just relax.

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Dpo11 : bfn

Sad. Father in law passed away yesterday suddenly. I was thinking it would be sweet to bring a new life in, give the family something positive to look foward to.

I'm not hopeful for the next cycle either. I'm pissed off.

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12 dpo. Don't have a test on me! Will have to wait til tonight. Still hoping, but after today, not much hope... Boobs still flat.

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Found a test at work, 25 sensitive, BFN Crazy

I'm so frustrated! I wish I had a partner who wanted to do it all the time. We did it 5 times in Feb. I know his eye was a problem, and now his dad dying, but on average we only have sex about 6-7 times a month as it is. He's always more horny when it's NOT 'o' time. It makes me so mad!!!

I'm going to MAKE him have sex with me while we're at this cabin. He's just going to have to suck it up, and stay up late enough to have the sauna to ourselves one time! I'm going to bring my lh sticks with me, and on surge day, we are going to do it! I don't want to miss a month. I hate this!! I want a baby. Everyone else has one!

If we conceive in April, which is a more likely story, then we will have a Christmas/New Year baby. That sucks. But I'm not avoiding it, there's no time to 'skip' a month.

This is so annoying. I might try to move the specialist appt. ahead for April; try to pull some strings with the OB's I know.

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I think it's hilarious that my ticker says "You may try a home pregnancy test in 1 day". I've been testing for days!

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Now my ticker says I can test in 28 days Stare

Tested again tonight, tried not to drink too much all afternoon. Nothing. No shadow of a hope.

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I TAKE A EARLY PREG TEST AND IT WAS NEG Crazy BUT MY BOOBS ARE SO SORE. I 'M JUST SOOOOOOO SAD . GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY Smile

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