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kiwi kids
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So last night/this morning I had the most random dream about getting not one but two BFPs and I swear I woke up wanting to test. I have most likely not even O'd yet! Sheesh my brain is just not playing the game in the whole taking the month off thing. So of corse I woke up and took my temp and will continue that from now on to see if I can start getting a handle on this stupid wonky cycle situation.
My mum and stepdad have been here since friday, it is now tuesday and even though I love them being here phew I am glad they are going! It is such hard work having people stay, esp because they want to play with the baby all the time which is great but the poor thing needs her sleep! She has been surviving on 1 nap a day.
So even though we are taking a break this month I have still shaved my legs and even put out last night and this morning. Eeek feel naughty getting it on with my mum in the house! No idea when I am due to O though, who knows might have already missed it, CD 14 today.

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i saw just keep having sex as much as possible. that is my plan this month. more baby making action.

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Well have had a fair bit of sex the last couple of days. Hoping the little guys will stick around in there for a while since pretty sure we won't be keeping this up for long! It sucks not knowing when O is, I don't have the energy for all the required shagging - ohh to be young again:..
Have my new thermometer worked out (haha like what is to work out, push the button!)
My mum and step dad left today and I am exhausted from playing hostess and now we have more people due to arrive on Thursday, i'm too lazy! Plus one of the guys is such a fussy eater, it is like cooking for a kid!
Is the anniversary of the christchurch earthquake tomorrow so due to be a pretty depressing day for the whole country. Don't think I will be watching any TV, not sure why they think everyone wants to watch that horrible footage over and over.

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Good luck kiwi and thank you for the well wishes!

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My DH is such a PITA sometimes! I am so exausted today so came to bed early at around 830, was out cold until he came to bed at 11 and made such a production of bed time that he woke me up, so now I am WIDE awake and he is out to it, grrrr. He does it on sunday mornings if I try to sleep in as well, maybe once a month I will stay in bed and let him entertain DXd, but guaranteed by 9am he is bringing her in to me. - Haha my clearest post O symptom is always being annoyed at DH poor man!
I am 3DPO, well will be 4 in half an hour when it is Friday - yay! Am excited that 0y temps are so much better than they were last time I temped (back in Nov) at least this month it shows a def rise after O so I feel more confident that my body is going back to normal post baby. Yay! Our timing was a bit rubbish though so most likely won.t have managed to get knocked up but for some reason I am quite hopeful this month (i am such a glutton for punishment sometimes!)
House situation is still up in the air, the lady who made the offer was hoping her BF would give her some money, errr perhaps you should confirm that before making offers willy nilly! However he is a bit of a wanker by the sounds of it (our land agent called him an arrogant, jumped up little pr*ck, haha I love it!) so she is trying to sort out some more money, it seems like she wanta us to do her a favour by dropping the price, lady we have a mortgage to pay so rack off! Meanwhile another guy has decided he wants to make an offer but wants his GF to come down from Auckland in the weekend first, sigh hopefully she likes it and he offers a reasonable amount. So want this whole moving thing to be over - also don't want to be trapped at the inlaws while we find more tennants etc. I need my space.
So I keep thinking I am having cramps but it is probably from eating too much dairy but then wonder if it is implantation. Is it hypochondria if you want to be pregnant or just plain delusion when you invent symptoms? Last time I wasn't even thinking about it so have no idea if I had any symptoms at all (until the vomitting kicked in) hmm.
Maybe I should just stop over thinking everything. There have been a few documentaries on for the anniversary of the big quake and the thing that has really hit home for me is that it is such a waste spending time obsessing over things you want in your life, you just don't know when your time is up so need to live every moment to the max. I doubt I will look back on my life and wish I spent more time obsessing about TTC but am likely to wish I spent more time with friends and family so that is my new thing to concentrate on, living life to it's fullest. Will see how that goes in 10 days when I am waiting to POAS!

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kiwi- i get so agitated around o too. I hope this month is your month.

that sux about the one offer. wtfh was she thinking making an offer w/o full money to back that offer? hopefully the next offer is good and does not fall thru.

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Right so the crazy lady clearly wants our house. She has her mum sigmed up as guarantor for her loan. So now she has a week to get a builders report (which will be fine because we got one 2 years ago and the only thing was that the shower needed some work) so hopefully by next weekend we will be full steam ahead.
The thought of being at the inlaws is hidious!
Went to an open home yesterday. Quite liked the house, and it has a pool which I like the idea of.
Has started to get so cold in the mornings already and it is only the fourth day of Autumn! Not looking forward to winter at all even though I usually like it.
I am 7 dpo and dying to test. What a spaz, I know it is too early but I can't help myself! No symptoms at all, not one. Plus our timing was a bit rubbish last time we DTD was the day before O so not too much hope really (yet I still feel like this could be the month, clearly I am nuts) so the wait continues...

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Where are you from, Kiwi? When I read "4th day of autumn" you made me curious. I'm in Ontario Canada and am counting down the days until spring Smile The temp this morning is hovering around -13 celsius and we should reach a high of -3 today. Tomorrow we are actually going to hit the +'s Smile

I sure hope you get to see a BFP this cycle. You are only a few days away from testing now Smile

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TMB - I am in Napier, NZ. It is still mid 20s during the day (we are celcius as well) but has been getting down to aroun 14 in the night/morning which is kinda cold. Normally I would be really looking forward to winter but we had such a rubbish summer that it kind of feels like I blinked and missed it. Our winter daytime temps here are fairly mild by Canadian standards (low teens usually sometimes colder) but I feel the cold so will be wanting the heat pump on soon.

8DPO - let the symptom spotting begin. I was starving when I woke up this morning but we had early dinner so that explains that. Think I will wait until next week when AF is due to test though. With my current wonky cycles who knows when AF will be!
Meanwhile I am freezing and it was foggy this morning WTF! Living in hope that it will be a warm spring since we won't be able to afford to go to Fiji for our mid winter escape anytime soon. Missed the last two years as well - I miss Fiji!!! Umm yes that is all... Just waiting and bored.

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11DPO I can't decide if I 'just know' that I am pregnant or not. I keep thinking I am and then realising that all my symptoms can so easily be explained by other things so really I am not going to know until either AF shows or doesn't show. Still having strange dreams but that isn't that random for me so hmm...
Am exhausted but we are packing to move house and add to that an almost 9 month old 'helper' and it is a lot of work. I am taking a couple of hours of and will have a nap shortly.
Am so proud of myself for not testing. It is so tempting but really all the tests from the supermarket here are rubbbish and unlikely to detect anything until you are late so it is pointless there is a good early one but it is at the pharmacy and it's $22 holy heck we can have lunch out for both of us for that, plus too lazy to find a parking space in town and there is a cruise ship in so there will be tourists everywhere and I don't really have the energy for smiling and being nice to tourists today (oh that makes me sound so bad!)
So here is my declaration - I will not test before next Tuesday. If AF doesn't arrive by Wednesday then I will test.
It is only 14 degrees today, where did summer go? There is a house I want to buy that has a pool but who buys a house with a pool that they won't be able to use for 8 months?
Right, rambling more than usual time to have my nap!