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I am 35 years old and trying to conceive baby number 2. I was diagnosed with PCOS when I was 16 years old before they knew it had anything to do with sugar or weight. I spent so many years of my adult life believing this would be a huge problem for me. I then met my husband and informed him we might not be able to have kids. We got married and 21 days after the wedding got pregnant. We have beautiful little Audrey. She is now 8 months. I would like to get pregnant again soon....as I feel that the diaper phase should be done simultaneously and then over for my family.

We have been trying since Audrey was six months and I am still breastfeeding her. I got my period back inconsistently right away and then consistently since six months.

I had a chemical pregnancy the first month....and an actual miscarriage last month. This month i have been a little bit screwed up!!!! I am not sure when I ovulated and not sure if I am pregnant. I got several positive tests (very faint) and several negatives about a week or so ago....this was very early in my cycle.....it was making me nuts. I think with two losses back to back I was stressing myself out beyond belief...SOOOOO

I put everything away. I am now here with VERY SORE BOOBS waiting for Aunt flow to arrive and wondering if she ever will...

Would love comments and feedback. I have found this site to be so helpful.

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The urge to test is killing me. I fluctuate between convincing myself that I am and the tests before were accurate and preparing myself for the BFN. It is almost different every minute. But I do have to say it feels so much better to not have the tests to confirm anything either way. It has really helped me focus on other things. I know realize why some women do not keep them in the house and all and use their AF as their indicator...and their temps I guess.

My temp has been constantly high and I did have a dip .4 recently. We will see...

For now I am trying to focus on my husband and Audrey and things I do have and not the things I do not!

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Temps sound good. FXFXFXFX!

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Temps back up today!!!!! Lets see what happens!!!!

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Thanks Babies R uS!!!! How are you?

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Temps are still up and up...jumped .2 this morning. Will be testing tomorrow or the next day who knows. Having cramps this afternoon that make me think AF is going to rear her ugly head!!!!

We will see...I have never had cramps before a period ever in my life...just maybe ten minutes before it starts so could still be hope.

Am starting to think that my husband is a saint. He listens encourages and never judges me when I am obsessing, freaking out, changing my mind every minute. I am very blessed.

I write this for anyone who might read it including myself in a few days if I get AF..

THIS WILL HAPPEN EVENTUALLY...ONE WAY OR ANOTHER...YOU WILL EITHER GIVE BIRTH TO ANOTHER BABY OR SOMEONE ELSE WILL AND THAT BABY WILL BE YOURS!

JUST RELAX AND ENJOY THE RIDE AS BEST YOU CAN!

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No AF still....is a really late for a good reason or is just the B6 extending my cycle a bit...we will see I guess.

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Nope am preggers!! Can't believe it. Three different brands of test. Three positives. AM SOO NERVOUS......so much can go wrong......JUST BREATH JUST PRAY!

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Woke up this morning still in disbelief so I took another test. YUP!!! Still pregnant. Am in shock.

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Really really really happy for you!!! Congratulations!!!! I hope you have started a trend for the rest of us Smile Keep us posted on all the progress details. Any symptoms to report?

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Yes. And thank you so much. This has been crazy...waiting...but I know you know how that is. I hope this is the beginning of a freak pregnancy windfall for everyone on this site!!!!!

Crazy symptom ever...about 6 DPO I had had some twinges...but this is new to me. During what felt like the most severe AF cramps (which I know now was implantation) I freaked out on my husband. It lasted about two hours but whatever happened during that time I went from crying to yelling to bargaining...and was completely irrational. I have never heard of implantation psychosis before but my husband called it PMS on steroids and then it was gone.

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