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kiwi kids
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Thanks for the advice re aloe for the sunburn - realised I had some aloe after sun spray in the bathroom and it was bliss! Hmm from what I know of your part of the US your winters are nasty!
So what are you thinking your next steps will be? Testing of some sort?
Good luck for the rest of the 2WW, I am crossing my fingers for you!

kiwi kids
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Thanks for the advice re aloe for the sunburn - realised I had some aloe after sun spray in the bathroom and it was bliss! Hmm from what I know of your part of the US your winters are nasty!
So what are you thinking your next steps will be? Testing of some sort?
Good luck for the rest of the 2WW, I am crossing my fingers for you!

davina
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I am not sure. A lot of what happens next depends on what my insurance covers. Im afraid that if they dont cover a fertility specialist, we may be screwed. We cannot afford the costs assoc with treatments on our own.

we do know i have endometriosis and adynomiosis. I was diagnosed 12 yrs ago. We also know i seem to get pregnant easily, i just dont stay pregnant.

Im sure a hystersalpingogram would be ordered so see if my tubes are open. I had one 9 years ago, so I am familiar with that.

I would really want a urologist to test DH baby batter. He is 38 now and he does have a heart condition. We have no idea if his little swimmers are healthy.

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davina
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6DPO. i swear i can hear a pin drop waiting! this sux. and its 4am!

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davina
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i need to stop obsessing over whether or not im going to be pregnant this month. i need to stop worrying about undone things around the house and baby stuff we dont have and cant really afford just yet.

i have to keep reminding myself that if this is meant to be, then things will fall into place.

i woke up at 3 am with heartburn and i had to poop. i was freaking out about side work my husband is doing to make ends meet adn sat up for awhile, awake. it was odd. i didnt fall back to sleep until close to 5. i have had heartburn pretty much all day since then.

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It is so hard to not obsess in the 2WW, I am already wondering if this is the month for me and I haven't even O'd yet!
Try not to stress about things you can't change (haha I should take my own advice) everything usually has a way of working itself out.

davina
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8dpo. could this 2ww go any slower? I had thought with school starting up for me, that i would be distracted. guess i should have taken more than 3 classes this semester. lol.

so i tested yesterday am and got a bfn of course. tested again this am, another bfn. of course.

i dont feel pregnant. when i had my chemical pregnancy last month, i felt pregnant. this month, nothing.

the only thing that is off? i should be fighting with dh right now. normally when im a week out from AF, my crabby pms turns into mass fights. i was a little crabby the other day(even predicted dh and i would argue), but not nearly as pissed as i normally get a week before AF. and things have happened that i would normally flip shit about, that im not rly caring about right now. im not saying i want to be a bitch a week before AF, im saying it is weird for me to not be a raging bitch a week before AF.

still no word from my email to my insurance. my mistake for sending an email and actually thinking id get a call back. lmfao. i will call later today and see what our benefits cover. if my ins doesnt cover infertility, we will have start saving.

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davina
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i rly am pathetic. testing at 7 and 8 dpo, then being upset when it is negative 2-3 days before im supposed to even start testing. i really have no self control about some things.

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kiwi kids
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Far too early my dear! However at least it gives you something to do in the morning Tongue
Hopefully you have managed to talk to your insurance - looks like customer service isn't their strong point! Fingers crossed for you to get that extra line next time you test.

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9dpo still bfn.

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